Sunday 22 February 2015

Introverted? Or Nah?

Hi and welcome to a new post 4 months after the most ( well not really ) recent one.
I'm sick right now and this stupid cough has been bothering me for the past few days and guess what I still choose to do? 
B L OOOOOOOOO G. 
Shall we begin?

Weeeeelllllllll, main reason why I'm so called "blogging" right now is because, 
I am totally bored out of my head.
I got sick at the start of Chinese New Year, yeah, it sucks.
BUT
I am here to talk about some stuffs.
(stuffs does not sound like a real word).

OK, so, I consider myself an introvert.
I need my alone time from now then to so call "re-charge" for me to have some WILD times.
I love my alone times, but if you're an introvert, 
do you ever feel lonelier when you have unintentional needs to be alone?

Well duh, adrianne.

Well, what I mean is,
when you WANT your alone time, you feel completely fine.
But, when you THINK you WANT your alone time, and go off somewhere else,
do you feel lonely?

I do..

It kind of sucks to just be laying in your own bed, waiting for some social interaction
but it never happens, does it?

Before anyone says anything else, 
YES I KNOW 
That sometimes it's I that needs to start conversations.
But, yeah. 
Other times, you just want other people to think of you first and actually strike up a conversation with you, ya know?

Kinda makes you feel significant, even for that short moment.

So, I guess, what I'm saying is, 
I have just been feeling lonely the past few days.
And coughing my lungs out did not help my mood. NOT ONE BIT. 
Well obviously.

But, the days have passed and I can't really do anything about it now, can I?
There'll always be a better tomorrow
( well cause i can actually socialize with people )

I just wanted to voice this out somewhere, not specifically someone though.
So I came back to this blog.
I guess if you feel the same way as I do, brofist yo.
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Wellllll, short blog entry, but whatevaaaaar right?
I'll try, TRY, to blog sooon again. 
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